On a more positive noteeee! I am going to the HOLI COLOUR FESTIVAL in summer ;) already got my tickets and everything is already sold out! can’t wait for this colour splash ;)
heyyy! yeahh i am going to HKU but it’s only for an exchange semester (: already can’t wait for all the FOOOOOOOOD
yeahhh i was really in a dark place there.. but things are lighting up again (: no worries i will be back on my feet in no time! but thanks for dropping this lovely message! <3
This blog post is super overdue but I have been in need of a little love lately since my exam phase has been really wearing me out. So a little recap of how I spent Valentine’s Day!
I came home from a birthday party just to find this surprise at home! S put a lot of effort into redecorating the room. You always see these things in movies and envy the girl who gets a room full of candles. So lucky me got to experience this. I had a wonderful time with S and Valetine’s was really spent wit the one I love.
Do you know those days where you just want to give up. Want to leave this place and just start over somewhere? Where everything seems to go wrong and you have no idea what to do? Do you know those days where work is just piling up and you have so many expectations from others to meet without the slightest clue of how to manage everything in time? Do you know those days where you are surrounded by a million people and yet you feel so completely and utterly alone? Do you know those days where everyday just feels the same and you’re not alive but just living? Do you know those days where you wake up in the morning and you wish it was night again just so you could shut your eyes and go back to sleep? Do you know those days where you could just stay cooped up in bed all day? Do you know those days where you could burst out into tears at the slightest things? Do you know those days where you just really need someone to hold you and tell you things are going to be okay but just find yourself alone? Do you know those days where the pressure is finally getting to you and you are slowly starting to crack? Do you know those days where you just don’t want to be you anymore?
Today is one of these days.
Sad moment really when it happened today..
This is pretty much how I am feeling right now.. how I felt about an hour ago and how I felt yesterday. And this is also how I will feel tomorrow.
EXAM PERIOD IS DRIVING ME CRAZY.
I think I need some more coffee.. or just really some more sleep.
Yours truly officially writing this post as a 20 year old! Even though everyone is drowning in the exam period, my friends still managed to squeeze in some time to celebrate my birthday with me! S came all the way from Aachen and I had the most wonderful day with everyone I cared about. We started the celebration off with some Mexican food and champagne at Sausalito’s. I had the girls over first and we really went all out. Y and J shared this huge platter with mixed dishes and L and I shared a duck apricot burrito and chicken quesadillas. It was great having so many people there that evening though I did kind of mixed up the number so I only had 20 seats at the restaurant for 40 people! Somehow we managed to accommodate everyone and I had an amazing time.
The day before S and I had a huge brunch and then he surprised me with ‘Cirque du Soleil’ tickets! The show was so so good but I was so nervous for the acrobats always praying that they wouldn’t fall down from insanely high up.
My parents and I also skyped and it was as though they were with me! Plus my dad is coming on the 21st of February so I am super psyched to see him soon! S got me a huge chocolate cake which was delicioooous and after a long relaxed night and lots of cocktails I drifted off to Lalaland in utter bliss.
Special shoutout to all of the people who came to the party and made it so wonderful! Thanks for all the lovely birthday messages dropped on tumblr, Facebook and whatsapp and thanks so much for the amazing presents!
With lots of love,
your birthday girl AC
I assume you are the anon who asked about if i had a blog?? haha oh right!! haha i was so confused when i read you asking about a blog.. no i don’t have a vlog but i have been thinking about starting one.. at the moment its not looking too good though because i am swamped with studying since my exams are coming up.. maybe when I am in HK for my internship ill start vlogging (: not sure how good i will be because i find it super awkward listening and seeing myself on camera haha